Well, if I didn't have kids and two million things to do.
I started baking this morning before 8 am and wow! It did not go well. I have a scoop that I use to make all the cookies the same size. Today, they never melted down, which means that somewhere along the line I put in too much flour. But they look like little elf turds or something. Which should be funny...trays full of elf turds - happy holidays, everyone!...but really was just frustrating and annoying.
I took the brownies out of the oven too early and had to pop them back in for a few minutes, which messes with the texture somehow.
I couldn't find the recipe I had bookmarked for pumpkin muffins when I got ready to make them. (I ended up finding a copy of it, but by then had lost all motivation.)
And can we talk about the tantrums? Oh em gee.
I get that Sara is higher maintenance and needs more attention than Tucker. With Robert deploying soon, it's going to be an adjustment. I've already backed way, way off on my volunteer stuff. I don't want them to ever think I'm not available for them - whether Robert is here or not.
But the resident diva? She's having a really hard time with the upcoming deployment. Unfortunately, she's showing it by frequent meltdowns and tears and an attitude that would make Mariah Carey go, "whoa!". And I'm just tired of dealing with it. So this afternoon, when I got smacked in the head with something (still not clear on what it was) hard enough that I saw spots, I needed a break.
Fortunately, Robert was home from work so I had the luxury of going into our bedroom and crawling back into bed for about an hour.
It wasn't enough time, but I sucked it up and made it through the rest of the evening anyway despite the complaints about dinner (Tucker basically said I needed to manage my time better..LOL!), the synchronized meltdowns over not getting to eat unlimited
I can't make this stuff up.
Elf turd and milk, anyone?